just found out that a colleague of mine was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and has only 5 more yrs to live.
im pretty affected by it, not in the sense that i cry profusely or wht, but it just makes me doubt what i’m doing with my life. i’m stuck with a job that i find more boring and senseless with each passing day, im leading a monotonous life where i head to work then home then work again the next day. I need new challenges, i want to design, i want to be able to express the creative side of me, i want to MAKE things, DESIGN things, i want to feel satisfied with my work and with my life. I want to lead a meaningful life.
I hope that God (wherever you are) will give my colleague the strength she needs to get through the treatments and make life easier for her please.
that is a so so terrible news..
yea, god, pls give the person the strength to live bravely..
cancer is horribly scary..sigh.
sighs.